13-12-2019 12:12 AM
**massive line of incoherent swearing**
Now that's out i can talk.
Tomorrow I take my first steps out of the hospital in nearly 80 days. I'm terrified if seeing my dad's house and seeing what assessments they have to do. The thing is....I can't live out my dad's house. I didn't want to say I was homeless so I said I'll live there.
My brother lives with my dad and there's history there.....((brother was a sexual abuser of mine.......))
So I'm terrified about tomorrow....I don't know what to do. I'm so scared.
Also fn court shit. I've been working on my letter for parole board tonight which kind triggered all the memories from my bro. I can't deal with the stress from all this trauma and everything hurts too much to sleep.
13-12-2019 06:47 AM
@The-red-centaur You will be okay. Distract yourself as much as possible. Concentrate on your rehabilitation .... your walking and eating etc. I will be here on and off throughout the day. It will be okay not great but okay. Deep breaths hun.xxxx
13-12-2019 07:46 AM
13-12-2019 10:23 AM
@The-red-centaur Hugs and hugs. Let me know what the OT says Surely they can help you with decent, safe housing.
13-12-2019 01:17 PM
13-12-2019 01:51 PM
Hey there, I read your story. Your life journey is a difficult one.
Ive been kept in hospital for months at a time and it is a s***hole of a place.
I would never willingly choose to live with people like my father who have abused me in the past. Depending on your personal finances, getting reasonable public housing seems to be a pretty neat thing. Let me know if you have problems with this and I will try to provide you with advice to help you.
13-12-2019 03:11 PM
Hey @The-red-centaur i really feel for you so much. I hope you can find somewhere to stay.
to be honest I couldn't live my brother (he abused me as a child) it's too triggering
13-12-2019 04:57 PM
14-12-2019 03:02 PM
@The-red-centaur Hey THe-red-centaur I didnt get your notification sorry. How are you going today? I hope things are being sorted out for you. Let me know how you are doing.Love peaxxx
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