struggling again

[tyme]

Hey @BlueBay ,

How are you today?

[tyme]

Hey my dear @Emelia8 !

[Emelia8]

@tyme 😊

[oceangirl]

@BlueBay Hope you're recovering well from your surgery, and great news about the results. Little A is growing up too fast. Please be kind to you. Do the things that bring you peace and comfort. You're awesome!!

[Shaz51]

Hello @BlueBay 😍

how are you going my sister xx

@oceangirl , @Emelia8 , @tyme , @MJG017 

[tyme]

Ditto @Shaz51 ,

How are you @BlueBay 

We're thinking about you.

[BlueBay]

Hi friends @tyme @Shaz51 @oceangirl @Emelia8 @MJG017 and others I have forgotten 

sorry for not responding here earlier 

my brain is in overload and I’m struggling 

not sleeping properly 

very shaky from anxiety 

very light sleeping and awake at 4am

can’t remember things, conversations etc 

I feel terrible 

waiting to hear from my sister in my dads tests results but after 3 1/2 weeks my mother is telling my sister “still no results”. I think she knows the results but isn’t telling my sister because then I’ll get to know. Waiting to hear is very hard and I’m stressed. 

I know I should be here to chat to you all but right now everything seems hard. I’m seeing my psychologist tomo and psychiatrist Monday. My GP is concerned I’m getting too much serotonin with my meds. 

I don’t know anymore. 
So over it all. 

[MJG017]

Hi again @BlueBay 

No need to be sorry at all.  We all know how hard it can be but we're also always happy to talk to you when you do feel up to coming on here.  So just do whatever you feel helps you the most.

I'm not sure how the privacy in this case works, but as his daughter, can you ring your dad's Dr and ask about what's going on?  3 1/2 weeks seems a long time for some results, so you would thing the results have come in by now.  I know you talked about you mum being horrible to you, this seems like a perfect example.  I hope you can get some news soon.

Hopefully you can some answers from your upcoming appointments and maybe that can reduce the stress a bit.  As I said, we're always here to chat to you and help you through.  So whenever you feel up to it, just drop in and let us know how you're going or even just to say hi.

Take care of yourself BlueBay. 

[Emelia8]

@BlueBay 💕

[Shaz51]

sending you lots of hugs @BlueBay 😍 and sitting with you 

Hello @Emelia8 ,  @MJG017 , @oceangirl , @tyme