‎08-12-2024 06:30 PM
‎08-12-2024 06:30 PM
Hey @tyme ,
I know that you believe it will happen. I don’t know if I can manifest things or anything like that, but I do feel that each day without her is torture, and that time is running out. Maybe I was meant to talk to her when I walked in front of her car? Maybe that was it. It didn’t feel right though, so maybe not. It is driving me a bit crazy.
‎08-12-2024 07:48 PM
‎08-12-2024 07:48 PM
I don't think we get very far in life thinking about all the would've's, should've's and could've's @Rockdog
‎08-12-2024 08:13 PM
‎08-12-2024 08:13 PM
Hi @tyme,
I don’t think it was the right time, but who knows. Luke you said, if it is meant for you, you can’t wreck it. 😊
‎08-12-2024 08:18 PM
‎08-12-2024 08:18 PM
What's in stall for you tomorrow @Rockdog . Are your studies done?
‎08-12-2024 08:28 PM
‎08-12-2024 08:28 PM
Hey @tyme,
yeah studies done for the year. One more subject next year. Life is so weird, yesterday I felt calm and positive, today I just want to cry. I don’t know three years now since I gave her a little Christmas charm. 😢
‎08-12-2024 08:32 PM
‎08-12-2024 08:32 PM
Such an emotional weather.... @Rockdog Happy one day and sad the next, eh?
‎08-12-2024 11:28 PM
‎08-12-2024 11:28 PM
Yeah @tyme ,
mostly good but a bit of a roller coaster.
I was just thinking, what if that was my only opportunity. Maybe I won’t ever get it again? I think I will but you just don’t know. It is so hard.
‎11-12-2024 11:13 PM
‎11-12-2024 11:13 PM
Hey @tyme ,
I'm not sure she even cares 🥲
‎12-12-2024 05:09 PM
‎12-12-2024 05:09 PM
Why are you worried about whether she cares @Rockdog ???
Have you been worried about whether you are ready to face the next chapter in your life?
Your future has been written.
‎12-12-2024 11:30 PM
‎12-12-2024 11:30 PM
Hey @tyme,
Do you think it has? You are right, that is what I need to be focussed on. I do need to talk to you because I had a friend say she was evil and threw me under the bus, and if she was interested she’d would have said, ‘ I like you let’s be together’. That is sort of true. She just looked at me coldly and I felt u was wrong about any feelings u thought she had. It wa a pretty rough day because he is probably right. He said I should hate her. But I don’t , and I can’t give up hope. I still feel it is destiny. Yes time to get back on track though. I’m not crazy am I?
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