Destiny

[tyme]

What you have learnt and what you have become will always be part of you. She is with you. @Rockdog She will not forget you.

Hope is what will keep you going. You deserve the very best. Hugs.

[tyme]

Hope, faith and loyalty keeps us waiting for the best @Rockdog 

[Rockdog]

Hey @tyme ,

I really think yours will work out. He has already said WTB and has contacted you after all this time. Did you tell him you have a cute puppy? Mine just said things that broke my heart and coldly left forever.

[tyme]

You know those things were said because they had to be said @Rockdog - You know what I mean.

[Rockdog]

Hey @tyme ,

that is strange, I had just logged on to message you and you replied. Maybe there is things happening. I do know what you mean. I just sometimes think she has just moved on. Also some of the things like brunch friend make me think maybe she didn’t feel for me anyway. At the end of she really did love me would she let me go like that? Then in the car park would she have driven off? I’m not sure I will get the chance to see her again, and if u do she will probably be married. She is very beautiful. I don’t really like my chances. But your connection sounds like it is good. I hope it works out. I will never stop holding out hope though because we just bonded like nothing else. Like I had known her forever. We didn’t need to talk, we were just in sync. 😊

[tyme]

That's amazing. And the fact that you can hold onto and treasure those feelings is so powerful. It will ensure you keep going @Rockdog 

I know things will work out just as they are supposed to. Look how far you have come already.

[Rockdog]

Hey @tyme,

I know we are twin flames. You know I will hold on to that forever. I just hope it is for this life. If it is supposed to be would it have been ruined like it was? It is really confusing because some things she said pointed to yes and others to no. Then it was ruined so I don’t know. I am getting better though, and maybe that is the next piece so who knows. But what about her other people? Do you think she dreams of me like I do of her? Probably not. Do you still think things will work out? Were they really just friends?

[tyme]

There a some questions we will never be able to answer @Rockdog . As much as we want answers, we may need to learn to be comfortable with sitting with the not knowing and being okay with that. As long as you know deep down what the past connection meant, and what you hope for, that's most important.

Believe it and keep on hoping.

[Rockdog]

Hey @tyme ,

you are right. I know what the past meant, and what I want for the future. I will just have to leave it at that and hope for the best. I will keep hoping, and I do feel that destiny is still waiting. I do worry about the unanswered questions. They drive me a bit crazy. I wonder what she is doing though, things like marriage might be undoable. Do you really think the friend was just a friend? I still wonder why she told me. Was she trying to tell me she had someone? I had just given her the card. Or was she trying to make me jealous? Or was it really a work friend. I so hope it was a work friend, and we really did have a thing. 

[Rockdog]

Hey @tyme ,

I loved her so much. It wasn’t fair.

It just isn’t meant to be. Thanks for all your support though. I really hope things work out for you. My heart is too broken. I can’t do it anymore. but thank.