Destiny

[Rockdog]

Awww thank you @tyme,

yeah she wouldn’t see me that much if the feelings weren’t there. The bond we had is embedded so deep in my heart. It really makes me sad I haven’t seen her in such a long time. I was thinking about her today, and how she said she would always be in my corner. It makes me feel pretty sick. Anyway if she still has any feelings left then it will work out. Hope you are well. Hope Ruby is being a good puppy 😊

[tyme]

There are some people who just have the lasting impact @Rockdog . It's a special bond, and it something you can glean from, learn from, hope for, hold on to. 

Keep going forward my friend. 

Remember what has been said, "If you keep looking back, you'll only get a sore neck"...right?

Press on!

Hope your day has been okay.

Ruby's been okayish... doesn't listen at all. Just bolts down the street.. I don't know how people train their dogs to come back.

[Rockdog]

Hi @tyme,

you are so right, she just really did have a lasting impact. I felt we had a special bond, I just hope she feels the same. It was special for me. I hope it wasn’t just passing time for her. Yes that was her quote, so maybe she isn’t looking back at our time as anything. But if the feeling is embedded in me, she could possibly feel the same way.

Ruby is okay ish lol. Beautiful girl. They are a smart breed of dog. Paris got a treat for going outside to the toilet. That worked. I now sometimes just give her a treat for going anyway, but I am soft. When she sleeps at my place and needs to go she gently licks my face. Then i know she needs to go out. But not before she rolls over for a tummy rub.  Running down the street isn’t good. If she starts to maybe hold out a treat and she will think, hmm maybe I will stay. Hope you are going well with everything.

I think it is time I get moving to achieve my destiny. Maybe like you said, in big picture of forever a few years isn’t anything.

[tyme]

Lol @Rockdog ,

Sounds like you are describing Ruby. But Ruby knows to go to the toilet outside when I say "toilet".

I don't think Ruby is very smart at all...I guess I've had much brighter dogs.

As I said, just keep going 🙂 You've come so far already.

[Rockdog]

Hey @tyme ,

Ruby sounds so beautiful though. Sounds like it is just the running down the street to fix. I remember when Paris was tiny I tried to take her to the dog park. She had no idea, poor thing ran back into the car park. I had to chase her it was stressful. Then a border collie tried to round her up because she was shaggy like a little sheep. She looked at me like help. I grabbed her and we went home. She was so cute though.

Do you think I am on track ok? I was just thinking about the need to love yourself thing and I don’t yet. 😊

[tyme]

Argh, dogs... @Rockdog 

As for being on track, you tell me? Are you on track?

"You gotta love yourself first"

[Rockdog]

Hi @tyme ,

I don’t really think I am on track , but you just said I was so I guess I can hope.

I just know that I have missed her every day for three years now. I guess that will be until the day I die. Is it wrong to love someone I have never been in a relationship that much? I guess it is love.

i have found 7 feathers so far. I put them in a sandwich bag lol. 

[tyme]

Hey @Rockdog man!

Remember, Hope keeps us going. If we stop hoping, we live a miserable life. Hope is when you truly believe it. Destiny is what WILL happen. 

You can't rush Destiny. It runs its own course.

[Rockdog]

Hey @tyme,

thank you. I do believe in destiny happening. It is strange because you just feel it. Then some days the hope leaves and I feel sad. But it always comes back again. There must be a reason for that. What I have done too much of is wasting time focusing on the bad instead of the good. I do feel the good things are going to happen. But yes in their own time. Like Phil Collins says’ you can’t hurry love, you just have to wait’ How are things going for you? Ruby behaving herself? 😊

[Rockdog]

Hi @tyme ,

The only thing is that anxiety appears when you lose hope, and feel you are running out of time. Also that others might not be holding onto any hope for you. Anyway will keep going. I do feel these feelings are in me for a reason, or they wouldn’t be there.