My Mosaic

[ArraDreaming]

@Bow I’m here in disguise 🥸

[Bow]

Things are just getting to much. Too many things happening all around me that I gotta make decisions on. Too many things that I don’t have control of. Things are just spiraling out of control and it feels bloody awful. I feel my heart racing and I’m trying to catch my breath. 

[Ru-bee]

Hey @Bow I know there's so many things that are happening all at once for you right now and that can get really overwhelming.

Are you able to take a beat and just focus on getting some deep breaths, maybe wrap yourself up in a blanket, or do something that feels soothing? 

[Bow]

I’m trying @Ru-bee 

heart still pounding 

[Ru-bee]

Sitting with you @Bow 💜

[Bow]

Who’s around tonight please?

[tyme]

Hey @Bow , I'm in and out.

How are you? 

[Bow]

I’m not so ok @tyme soooo much inside my head

you getting things organised for your absence?

[tyme]

Arghhh.. that ticking ticking brain. 

Do you find writing things down helpful?

At this stage, I've resigned to the fact that my brain is mush lol. @Bow 

Is it about the house you are thinking about?

[Bow]

Writing…. No not really @tyme 

house stuff is yes. Garage sale Sunday, yes. We cancelled market for tomorrow which is a bit disappointing. Few houses to go look at tomorrow. It all weighs heavy on me. We have until the 13th… which is coming around quickly. 

and…. But…: I’m tired. I just want a day to do nothing.