Hope you’re doing ok today @Jynx ? Had a good cry and a good sleep? Did your chat with your partner end on? Resolved? That kinda thing hanging over your shoulder can be dang stressful!
I actually ended up sleeping ok. I was surprised!
real estate for the house we were offered yesterday called before 9am! Wanting to know why we hadn’t paid the folding fee. We asked why it was 2 weeks and not the 1 week that it said it couldn’t exceed. She said it was 2 weeks cause we were taking the lease straight away and it’s basically the 2 weeks rent in advance. Mum hesitated and said she would pay it shortly.
I called the real estate of the house we really want around the corner, explained what was going on and she said she would get an answer for us this morning.
But 10mins later we got an email from the first real estate saying the landlord had withdrawn our application for not paying the holding fee 😩. (Already relisted for $40 cheaper a week!)
4:30pm and still nothing from the other realtor estate 😩
if we don’t get this one we are back to the beginning and have 1 week to get out.
I packed, removed shelves and baby gates, filled holes, painted and watches more episodes of 24.
my anxiety is still stupid high. That uncertainty, not knowing, lack of control has been real bad today. My SW called mid afternoon. I was really hoping she would call in the morning and say she had time for a home visit. But nope 😩 I won’t get one tomorrow cause of groups. Thursday won’t get one either and if I remember rightly she is off on Friday. I really need one. Talking over the phone, or if she pops into the office while I’m there for groups or while waiting for my psych appointment, it’s just not the same.
