My Mosaic

[Bow]

Oh do you watch movies and stuff with subtitles on @Jynx ?

haha you got all the words in there!

their little beans are so cute! And their tiny little claws that get caught on everything. All got full belly’s and having another nap!

[Jynx]

omg always @Bow lol the auditory processing issues are so real 😂 

Like that time I went to watch Le Mis at the movies... when I didn't have a clue what it was about... and struggle to process sung words even more than spoken.... yeah I didn't have a bloody clue what was going on and just kinda sat there bored af 🤣

Hehehe yes I am quite the pun aficionado! You know I entered a pun competition once? Everyone had to get up and deliver 10 puns to an audience, and try to get them to laugh. I thought my puns were pretty good and would score SOME laughs but alas, no pun in ten did. 

.... hehehehehehe (if you don't get it, it's better spoken. Say last line aloud 😉)

Bless!! Bless the beans!! And their lil whiskers!! And bright baby blues!! Kitty cloud nine in the Bow household today!! 😍

[Bow]

Do you like… find it frustrating @Jynx ? Like that you miss out on part of the story without the music? (Assuming you watch with no sound?)

 Had comm mh call my mum today cause I didn’t take their calls/ missed them and they always call from a private number and sometimes I don’t feel like taking private calls.  Anyways. They were concerned. Mum made me call them. Lady I spoke to was lovely. Sometimes they actually sound like they do care. Wanted to know what they could do…. Said I don’t know. 

also spoke with my SW. she wanted to arrange home visit. I really didn’t wanna see anyone on Thursday. She asked if I was gonna go to my psych appointment on Thursday- said I don’t know. I don’t know how I’m gonna be on Thursday. At the moment I feel like I just wanna hide. Escape. Stay in bed and feel safe. Sigh. Just tell mum I’ve got a headache and stay in bed. 

[Jynx]

@Bow mm it's really hard to plan ahead when you don't know what you're actually going to need on the day hey!! What would be worse you think - having them come when turns out you didn't want people there, or not having them come and realising you wish they had? That might help you figure out what the best course is 😉 

You know you really could actually do that. If bed feels safest, a lil white lie to mum to ensure you're able to stay put might be a good idea... jus sayin!! 

Kitties woken up again? Tiny meows floating through your abode?

[Bow]

Yeah that’s a good thought @Jynx  and my SW would totally be ok with me telling her when she arrives that I’m only really up for a quick check in if that’s where I’m at. 

yep- don’t it before for different things. I do feel quilt about it, but it’s what I need at the time. 

kitties have been awake again. Had some snuggles. Poor dog is desperate to get down there where they are. Sitting on the back of the couch not taking her eyes 👀 off them. Mr Groot ain’t much happy I don’t think. Been under my bed all afternoon. 

having a bit of a battle keeping D away. 

[Jynx]

@Bow glad your SW is someone who is super understanding 😊 And you always got us too 💜

Totally get the guilt hey, even when it's a harmless lie! But yeah like, if the lil white lie would protect you from something that would feel even worse than the guilt, prolly worth it ay. Another 'to be decided on the day' kinda things mayhaps!

Aww! Would your dog be rough with em? Always a roll of the dice hey!! And I bet Groot is jealous hahaha

[Bow]

Very thankful that I have a lot of different support options @Jynx 

I often watch cat/dog videos and there is this particular video of a big ol dog with the cats head just gently in its mouth and the owner tells it to let the cat go and it does… always makes me laugh. Our dog would just lick it like crazy and probably squish it. 

how are you @Jynx ?

[Jynx]

@Bow omg so cuuuute!! Reminds me of this one, have you seen? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNfODmq15eM&ab_channel=Xiaomi%D0%B2%D0%9E%D0%BC%D1%81%D0%BA%D0%B5

Not too shabby, just your standard Tuesday really!! I was gonna try to do some more clutter cleansing tonight but it's a lot harder to motivate when I'm by myself. My partner really knows how to keep me on task haha when I'm alone, I end up doing about 20% of 5 different things and often make more mess than when I started! 🤣

[Bow]

Oh my gosh I was not expecting that chicken to walk right in @Jynx !! lol and then the poor dog got punished 

I love a good declutter but totally relate with starting different things and not finishing and then the mess! On the weekend I had to move a bit of furniture around to make space for my new bookshelf, had to move my cupboard so pulled everything out, moved all the Lego off the top, dusted all that. Then took down the little shelves on the wall and patched the holes up cause I need to move them. But then needed a rest  and looked at my bed… covered in Lego! Some of its kinda back together, but then to sand and paint the holes up cause patches.  And yeah more stuff. I always end up with piles of stuff. 

[Jynx]

@Bow haha one of my therapists once gave me this lil nugget - "It's okay if you're not organised the same way as others - you're a piler not a filer!" All well n good until the piles get so big they fall on me!! 

Haha that's never actually happened mind you, but yeah I'm the same - if there's a surface in my house, it's covered in stuff!! Part of this big house cleansing tho is me tryna work out some storage solutions so that I can make sure everything has its own spot! Cos that's part of my issue I think, the fact that if I dunno where something goes, it gets put wherever is most convenient at the time... including the middle of a walkway 😅

Oh my, time keeps on slipping!! I will say a goodnight to you now just in case!! 💜