thank you @Queenie 

i dont really know what to say. im just struggling with her being gone. i never want to watch what i did today. i wouldnt wish that on anyone no matter how old they are.

and yeah my foots causing me quite alot and its now affecting the entire foot not jsut my ankle. its my whole foot i can hardly distiguish which parts worse atm including my toes and it runs right up into my calf and knee and well as my hip flexor

im worried the pain meds are masking the true pain but atm ill take a little bit of relief