@Till23 

I vaguely wondered if I remembered you were indigenous when I wrote about watching the fire.  [I am having to edit a lot of my posts. Too much of myself out there. Heart on sleeve.]

I also taught catechism as a young teen and developed a love for Creation, then in my

Please don't think you triggered me. It was me talking to myself, encouraging myself not to get triggered in general social conversation. Definitely not you.

In the beautiful sharing during the break on Thursday with my u3a singing group, a lady shared a photo of her new grandson. I reflected momentarily on my circumstances, but it wouldn't have served me or her, or the group to bring up my circumstances. That would trigger me. 

I am sorry, you are alone but glad you have found some connections on the forum. Please feel welcome to share small or big moments of your journey.