Thanks for all those that have contributed and viewed this thread.  I have always searched for support but most people turn their backs on people like me.  I am one of the sufferers that also have a borderline personality disorder and working through all the spider webs is hard and requires understanding for most people.  My family is the life saving that I have at the moment; without them, I would have been in a very dark place.  Professional staff are not as interested in the anti-social behaviour.  It is not that I am doign things that are terribly wrong but understanding the gravity of multiple small things adds up and people loose patience.  I am trying but I am running ut of options.  Now, I am seeking profesisonal hep but the access to services is extremely poor and especially when their are so many cliuds around you.