not coping

[Former-Member]

I understand the trauma @outlander,you did something I never had the guts to do because of my emotional state.Ive had animals die in front of me,it is traumatic.But you did what was best for her like I did when my 16.1 hh horse looked me in the eye like I've never seen after I said to him You want to go don't you?"they aren't stupid.Im getting distressed remembering and he was with us for at least 18 years.Just be easy on yourself outlander. I always say if I enter heaven and there's crossroads with signs saying "people"and another saying "animal".It would be a hard decision.The only thing I said to my animals when I lost them "you will always be with me"...It's true .💗

[outlander]

I tried to turn my music iff to rest. I turned it straight back on. The silence made the emotions stronger @Maggie @Former-Member @Queenie @TAB

[KobeCat]

Hi @outlander

KobeCat here on night moderation,

I am sorry things are so difficult and condolences on your loss.  

Please let me know if I can offer any support via email etc.

Please stay safe, 

Regards 

Cheryl 

[outlander]

Thanks @KobeCat
I tried to turn my music off but it made the emotions stronger than ever 😞

[Maggie]

@outlander I'm sitting with you.

[outlander]

Thank you @Maggie
It was and is much appreciated 💓 💓 💓

[Maggie]

@outlander No worries. I hope your day goes ok today. Rest up as much as you can. Thinking of you.

[outlander]

Thanks @Maggie ❤❤❤
I think ill be watching some movies today
Im feeling very flat and tired

[Maggie]

Flat and tired is very understandable, you've just lost your best friend. Movies is a good choice. Take care.

[outlander]

Thanks @Maggie ❤ ❤ for everything 😘😘