Stuck and can’t escape it.

[Fluttershy1]

2 fish tanks, 3 rabbits & 1 cat @creative_writer 

[creative_writer]

@Fluttershy1 that sounds lovely. I’ve been wanting to get a kitty for a long time, I feel like pets significantly improve your mental health and quality of life

[Fluttershy1]

Hey 

 @Patches59 @ArraDreaming @Snowie @ENKELI @Captain24 @survivor19 @Rockdog @ButterflyWings @Schmeeges @Jacques  @Eve7 @outlander @PinkFlamingo @Blackbird11  @Glisten @7cough9 @Oaktree @Appleblossom @Henry2 @Tuiit57783 @Alonely @chibam @Spritely @Adge,  @BlueBay , @Alonely , @Historylover , @Sophia1 , @wellwellwellnez , @Anastasia , @Emelia8. @oceangirl , @Krishna , @Pem , @Healandlove @creative_writer @Jynx @PizzaMondo @tyme  - hope your all well,

sorry I haven’t been around, my MH has been not great at all, I’ve just been hiding away from everything at the moment. I don’t know how to feel, things are just everywhere. 

[Fluttershy1]

 @Patches59 @ArraDreaming @Snowie @ENKELI @Captain24 @survivor19 @Rockdog @ButterflyWings @Schmeeges @Jacques  @Eve7 @outlander @PinkFlamingo @Blackbird11  @Glisten @7cough9 @Oaktree @Appleblossom @Henry2 @Tuiit57783 @Alonely @chibam @Spritely @Adge,  @BlueBay , @Alonely , @Historylover , @Sophia1 , @wellwellwellnez , @Anastasia , @Emelia8. @oceangirl , @Krishna , @Pem , @Healandlove @creative_writer @Jynx @PizzaMondo @tyme  - hope your all well,

Things have been really hard, that’s why I haven’t been on the forums since June, I havent been able to bring myself to hop on and write this message, I’ve had a lot happen, I’ve had a big few months, a few hospital trips. One landed me with an infusion because I was struggling so much I didn’t see any hope, I have made it through though, I still have bad days. My doctor has said my case is too complex for her and that I need to find someone else. I had another trauma come, it’s just all coming at once.

im safe, just having a hard time. I’m safes
 

[Jynx]

Aww @Fluttershy1 sending you some very big hugs!! Sounds like it's been a really rough time, it's totally okay that you haven't had it in you to post something till now!! That's really rough about your doctor too, it's never fun having to start again with someone new. Fingers crossed it turns out to be a good thing and you get paired up with a slick doc who you feel safe n comfy with!

Alas I can't stay to chat longer but I appreciate the tag and perhaps will catch you soon - but also no pressure if you're still not ready to come back on forums all the time!! Whatever is best for ya 😉💜

[rav3n]

hey @Fluttershy1 don't think we've met before but i'm rav3n (one of the newer mods), welcome back! it's lovely to e-meet you!

i can see that you've gone through a lot in the past few month. having things happen one after the other can definitely be overwhelming, and you've shown such great strength in reaching out. thanks for letting us know you're safe, really glad to hear. it can be a bit tricky when there's changes in your support system such as needing to find a new doc, hopefully they can refer you to a new one who is specialised real soon. in the meantime, you do have the forums community to support you and you can always reach out to services like Lifeline (Lifeline crisis supporter (24 Hrs) 13 11 14) and SCBS (Suicide callback service (24 Hrs) 1300 659 467)

at anytime. with so much going on, it can sometimes feel like things are moving so fast and all over the place so please don't forget to slow down and take things one tiny step at a time. sitting with you @Fluttershy1 💙