Morning has broken

[Snowie]

Hi my dear @Eve7 

Just leaving some 💕💕 and cuddles here for you.

Thinking of you hon

[Snowie]

Hi my dear @Eve7 

If I'm right you had ECT this morning.

I hope things are improving for you. 

Please remember we are here for you.

Sending lots of cuddles and 💕💕

[Eve7]

Thanks @Snowie I had my second ECT but I’m not doing well. 😩

[Snowie]

I'm sorry that things are not going well @Eve7 

Are there any nice nurses or anyone else that you can speak to?

I'm not brushing you off hon, we are here for you too.

[Eve7]

Everyone is nice @Snowie it’s just where I’m at emotionally right now.

[Snowie]

@Eve7 I know it's a struggle, especially with xmas coming up.

If you are still in can they do a day pass for you? So you are able to enjoy the day but still get the help you need.

[Eve7]

No point in getting a day pass @Snowie as all my family will be in Sydney. Just a big stuff up by me.

I hope you’re ok today.

[Snowie]

It may feel like a big stuff up @Eve7 but you are putting yourself first hon. 

What would have been the other option?

I know it's hard with family however.

Sitting with you hon 💗💗

[Eve7]

Pdoc came to see me and said he can’t force me to stay here but he could force me into the public hospital. He doesn’t want to do that so it’s up to me to make a decision by Monday after the next ECT.

Feeling alone, isolated and sick.

[tyme]

Awwww @Eve7 ,

I'm so sorry to hear. It must be so hard to be faced with this decision.

If you go home, do you think you will be able to keep yourself safe? It's been a tough year this year. I'm wondering if just knowing you are in hospital (as hard as it is) will allow you to take your mind off the safety element and let your body 'rest'?