I can’t cope

[Captain24]

Yeah.. we made many cakes and were close until she left town. @tyme 

Im really hoping that they remember what you have done for them. But I guess I really don’t have much to do with my aunties and uncles. I’d be there in a heartbeat if they needed me. 

I what about your other house or do you want to move completely away?

That's where the parenting rules are being challenging. You both usually do things separately but now being both together makes it seem harder. 

I don’t want to compromise myself now for the future. Especially when I don’t really see a future. Also of if I get diagnosed with dementia then I’ll be ending my life then. So I have some plans in place 

[tyme]

Yes, I like the "I'll cross the bridge when I get there" approach. I also don't want to compromise the amazing freedom I currently have @Captain24 I can eat when I want, sleep when I want, clean when I want, exercise when I want... 

Yep - I like your approach 🙂

[tyme]

Also, that's what I'm thinking. Once these kids grow up, they will move outta town and live their own lives. Then I am free to move.

My other house? I don't know. The guy is still living there. I'm not going to kick him out. And it'll be a few years down the track anyway. I really don't know.

As I've mentioned in the past, I really like the idea of Perth. I've been there a few times and I really like it. 

@Captain24 

[tyme]

Thanks for the chat tonight. I gtg, but will chat Sunday evening if you are free @Captain24 ?

[Captain24]

Sorry @tyme I think I did something wrong last night. I literally just passed out. Im not sure how I made it to bed. I’m really really sick today. I think I need to sort my meds out better. They are such a mess that I could easily see it happening. 

Thanks for chatting. It was good and a good distraction. I hope you enjoy the weekend and I’ll talk to you tomorrow night. 

[tyme]

Oh no @Captain24 ! 

I just saw your message and couldn't help but respond! 

Do you remember anything? If you still feel yuck, do you have access to nurse/doctor on call? Otherwise, you can call health direct https://www.healthdirect.gov.au/contact-us but I'm not sure if they will just tell you to go to emergency.

When was the last time you had a full blood count? I'm not sure if I mentioned it, but recently, I passed out and after a blood test, it was noticed that my iron levels were incredibly low...

Then again, with the meds you are taking, they also have side effects.

Please contact someone if you continue to feel crap...

Hugs. Will catch you tomorrow.

[Captain24]

I remember feeling really dizzy and like I was going to be sick @tyme. Like when you’re drunk. I had trouble walking. 

Im not sure about getting to bed but Pix was on the bed so I must have put her up there. She can’t jump up. 

I’ve had some dry toast and feel a little bit better but I’m still sick. I’m not vomiting I just can’t be too far from the bathroom. I know tmi! I have a pounding headache. 

If I don’t improve I’ll call and check but I think it’s too late to do anything. 

I had a full blood count done in August. They do a full blood work up when you go into the hospital.