I can’t cope

[Captain24]

Hahaha… she is winning you over!! @tyme 

[ArraDreaming]

I’m just trying to make friends and nobody ever talks to me

[rav3n]

hey @ArraDreaming @Captain24 !!! What did you both get up to today? 😊

[Captain24]

Just failing at life, struggling to settle back in @rav3n 

[tyme]

Far out.. yes @Captain24 !

She's been sitting on my lap for an hour now...

[Captain24]

That’s so cute. @tyme. At least she is peaceful. 

My arsehole has been pretty well behaved. My parents came around with Keiko today and the three dogs just ran wild. It was good to see. Pix couldn’t work out who to go to… nanny or Poppy. She just jumped between the two of them. 

[tyme]

That's cute as @Captain24 .

Ruby is gone now... is back in her pen. The kids are as wild as the dog.

[ArraDreaming]

Nothing @rav3n

[Captain24]

It was so good to see them so happy. @tyme. It bought me some joy in the day. I guess it’s self care. plus mum and dad were ok. So far they have been good but my psych said to be careful as that’s what people like my mum do. It’s really hard because I want a caring mum and that’s what she has been. I don’t want to see the other side. I need a nice mum. But I am scared that she will flip back to the other person that she is. 

[tyme]

I guess it about having those boundaries. Have a dose, but not too much? @Captain24 

That's my parents too....

I have to be careful that it's 'just' the right dose.