Lived Experience Forum

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I have some money left @Meowmy  but going to have to be careful, also when get little bit of super money, will only make things survivable, plan was to have a bit more than that. Will have to work on updated Plan lol Thanks. If things get really bad , will ask younger brother, not asked him for money in 10years now, plus always paid it back

[Meowmy]

@TAB hey tabby,  so hard for you. Glad you have a plan. Emotionally very hard for me though financially okay coz regular job. Some days really don't know if can get through and stay alive. Not hating father as much. But the world is harsh. Hope new job could be a good new start. Take care. 

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Hope it all goes okay @Meowmy  realised dont really think about father that much anymore. Never was anything sexual, but emotional, controlling stuff and nothing ever good enough well and physical when younger

[Meowmy]

@TAB hey tabby, the world is harsh. People make use of my sensitive nature for themselves. It's good we have a nice evening here tonight. @Bill16 

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yes not easy @Meowmy 

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@TAB hey tabby, we have to pay acvomodation, energy use, water, food, clothes, glooming, car that we need income. Then getting income is a real hard one. The world is like a jungle ha ha. That affects our mental well being. Then there is our own mental condition, which a lot is due to society prejudices when we were very young. Being sensitive doesn't help. 

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would be good to have a garden somewhere somehow as food will be too dear to buy soon @Meowmy 

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@TAB hey tabby,  garden would be nice. Practically be good to get some assistance. 

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@TAB hey tabby, wimdy and cold outside. In bed already to keep warm. Feel a bit peaceful after agony of recent turn. Take care 

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Hope things get better for you @Meowmy