Never being in a relationship

[TheRenegade345]

I need help, how do I live the life I want to live? (dont talk about hobbies because I am working on that).

[TheRenegade345]

I actually dont know what to do, im in so much pain and suffering I contact support services but they dont help very much. I need help and I feel so miserable and hopeless

[TheRenegade345]

I just want to cry so much

[TheRenegade345]

I feel so empty all the time because I have to constantly validate myself all the time and I get very little external validation at all. I wish I could have provided the link to this video I saw today but being perpetually single all the time and having people constantly invalidating how you feel is having a massive ramification on our mental health.

Again, I wish I knew how to be better. I am such a terrible human

[tyme]

Hey @TheRenegade345 ,

Good to see you 🙂

[TheRenegade345]

@tyme 

Hi @tyme I hope you had a good break. I am really sorry but I am probably in a worse position now than last week. I cant function, I can barely get out of bed, and nothing is enjoyable. Life absolutely sucks and I hate it so much

[tyme]

It was an okayish break, I guess. 

Resting too much has given me headaches!

I'm one for routine LOL.

I can hear your brain is telling you not-so-helpful things right now. Is that the depression brain speaking? @TheRenegade345 

[TheRenegade345]

It is probably the depression @tyme sometimes I feel like it is just my experiences playing havoc as well. I went on another date the other day. Same result.

[TheRenegade345]

I am fading into obscurity 

[tyme]

Hey @TheRenegade345 ,

It may feel that way because your mind is telling you that.

Do you talk to your parents much about what is happening?