Never being in a relationship

[traveller]

Hey @TheRenegade345, i am really sorry to hear that these services make you feel this way! They are often supportive for people but i don't want to dismiss what you are saying either. I know you have been on this forum for quite a long period and are a senior contributor, so i am wondering what has been helpful for you in the past? I was trying to email you privately but for some reason I'm unable to get into the email...so sorry about this. Let me know if you are safe as i am worried about your welfare? It's a challenging time of the year for many people and can feel lonely for many. I would really like to support you today....as you know we are not a crisis service but i can get emergency services involved if that's helpful? 

kind regards 

Traveller 

[TheRenegade345]

@traveller 

I need someone to hold I feel so lonely. I saw a couple at the cricket today and they have everything I dont. I need help

[TheRenegade345]

How do I get better at talking to women?

[TheRenegade345]

I am looking at all these websites like relationships.org and maintaining healthy relationships and I feel so defeated. I cant find anything for single people who need more help. What do I do?

[TheRenegade345]

I am struggling so much. I have contacted beyondblue, I have contacted other services, I have contacted relationships.org (they have no space at the moment). I dont know if anyone else has any suggestions of what to do? All the dating apps are dead, no one is talking on them. I feel so defeated and sad. Life is absolutely crap. I hate my life.

[GardensHeart]

Hi @TheRenegade345 , 

It can be hard these days to find someone who you can really talk to that understand you. Have you tried to make some friends with similar interests? Do you have any hobies? Perhaps you can join some gathering for that to get some social interation and practicing talking to different people?

[TheRenegade345]

@GardensHeart 

I have spent all year trying to find things to do but nothing has stuck:

- Table tennis

- Music

- Beyblades

- Social support groups for ASD/ADHD

- Dancing

I have felt like an outsider in all those groups. I found all those groups were cliquey and didn't really include me at all. I am a loser and I have no hope of finding anything. Life is completely behind a paywall and I have no money at all. Life sucks and I suck too. 

[TheRenegade345]

I want to know of mental supports that I can access that are not behind a paywall or just something to help me. I honestly dont know how much more energy I have left in life.

[TheRenegade345]

I dont know if I can reflect on this year with any grace or actual wisdom. This was terrible. I am ready to hit the canvass and meet my maker

[TheRenegade345]

I hate myself so much I want to die I want to die I absolutely this rat infested world I hate the whole planet