Hi @TheRenegade345 I've had this tab open on my computer since last week! Sorry it has taken me a while to respond. If you ever wanna grab my attention please feel free to tag me - odds are I may have forgotten, my ADHD makes it hard to keep track sometimes!! But it is never personal if I do forget to reply, just FYI!
@TheRenegade345 wrote:
I can emphasise with the feeling of never making it past a certain birthday. I never thought I'd make it to 30 but I did this year despite the fact that this year:
- My grandpa died two days after my birthday this year.
- My cousin died one month before my birthday.
- Two students I know took their lives this year.
- I got diagnosed with ASD/ADHD this year.
Oh wow. I am so sorry to hear that there has been so much loss for you this year. That's really hard. I think it is in times of great loss that we often turn to our closest people, so if you haven't got anyone that feels like a 'safe haven' for you, it can make those feelings of isolation sting even more.
@TheRenegade345 wrote:
I worry that I dont have a lot of life left in me. I have said this before but I am at the point where I dont feel like I am cared about or I just feel invisible.
I'm not sure if this counts for much, but... I care about you!! I think even just the fact that you remind me of me, of my own struggles, means there's a part of me drawn to you, a part with a great desire to help! And a desire to get to know you better too 😊
Maybe it's not quite the same, being a text-based format we're communicating in, with no face-to-face connection. But for whatever it's worth, I see you 💜
