Red's house

[The-red-centaur]

@tyme things aren't too great. 

[tyme]

Awww hun @The-red-centaur . I'm sorry to hear that. 

The sun shines each day. I hope tomorrow looks brighter for you.

Sitting with you.

[The-red-centaur]

@tyme I'm scared that things have been crumbling down and that i don't know what is the best thing to do/help myself. 

The news about my pop has been challenging me and my heart is in so much pain. Memories hit hard and there is only so much I can handle rn. 

I'm disappointed with myself, which I know isn't helping. This year was going to better. I was going to make better choices. The unhelpful behaviours and the worsening moods feed off each other. Dark thoughts fill my mind. Dark thoughts I hadn't experienced for a while. Since new years the weight off life has been getting too strong again. I'm tired. So tired. 

[tyme]

I hear you @The-red-centaur .

You have pushed through this long @The-red-centaur . You are stronger and braver than you feel right now.

Please know we are here for you.

[The-red-centaur]

Thank you @tyme 

[The-red-centaur]

I spoke to my mh worker, I have an appointment with my psychiatrist on Thursday. 

I slept most of today. I'm still so tired.

[Jynx]

Hiya @The-red-centaur just poppin in to say hey! 

Big tired is a big mood lol. You keen for the pdoc appt?

[The-red-centaur]

I saw my gp today, im getting some immune tests. 

And I'm going to be changing a few of my meds to see if that helps with the fatigue. I'm on a pretty heavy pain med, we are going to try reducing it. I hope withdrawals will be OK....

[Jynx]

Ooh fingers crossed for you @The-red-centaur - what kind of withdrawals are you expecting? Let us know if there's anything we can do to support the process! 💜

[The-red-centaur]

@Jynx I'm not sure. I'll do some research tonight.