Red's house

[The-red-centaur]

I don't trust myself rn.

[tyme]

What's happening for you @The-red-centaur ?

[The-red-centaur]

Hey @tyme its just been a bad and intense week. I'm tired and I'm not coping. I tried reaching mental health services but did not get through. 

It's just so intense rn. But also just stuck frozen in bed. My head is so messy. I wish I had the energy to run away. 

[tyme]

That doesn't sound good. @The-red-centaur 

Are your support workers there? I guess talking to them is better than not being able to talk to anyone?

Or can you do some painting?

[The-red-centaur]

I had been talking to them earlier. 

And I don't have painting in me rn @tyme 

[tyme]

Sometimes, even just having people around helps - even if you don't talk @The-red-centaur 

[The-red-centaur]

Things ended up getting very pear shaped today. I'm sorry. 

I'm now home safe. It's ok. 

[The-red-centaur]

My head has been so messy the last few days. I'm not coping with it well. 

I harmed for the first time in 3 months yesterday. I thought this year could be different. I'm so tired. 

[The-red-centaur]

Sigh. I want to disappear. 

[tyme]

Hey @The-red-centaur , How are you at the moment?