You can't HATE people like that. Hate is a very very powerful word. To me, HATE is when YOU, yourself can't let go of something, and nothing about the person at all!
You and I know what happened. No one can take that away.
you know I love her and could never ever hate her, or even have any bad feelings. It was just someone who didn’t understand trying to tell me that she was using me, which she wasn’t. He was trying to tell me that feeling rage will help me move on. It won’t when I love her and that love will conquer all. I didn’t entertain it at all. Just he was trying to say if she cared we would already be together. I said to my other doctor! It wouldn’t be that simple would it?’ She didn’t think it would be. So no hate just love, but I wa confused what a friend would say that to me when he knows what she means to me.
I didn’t believe it and obviously wasn’t going to think that, but when traumatic things get put in your head it isn’t nice. Then you think would a friend really say that to you? I just went to the gym, time to work on me for destiny to happen. I do feel it won’t come true unless I do get better. Hope Ruby is being good ish 😊
I spoke to my friend doctor who said she was absolutely certain it wasn’t about money, and that she would have actually lost money to see me. I knew it. My angel 🥲
hope you are going well. I am going well, I think I might be starting to get on track. Destiny is only written if I get sorted. Like you said before if it is meant to be I can’t wreck it. No more talking to other people about it apart from you. 😊
hey @Rockdog glad to hear you've been well! i've had a busy week so really looking forward to resting during the xmas break. do you have any plans for the holidays?
