Destiny

[tyme]

Remember to focus on yourself first @Rockdog . This is about you. It's about all the things you can do, despite what any one tells you.

Believe in yourself

[Rockdog]

Thanks @tyme,

Yeah but I still need that hope to keep me going or I feel too flat to work on things. I wanted to know it was real. 

[Rockdog]

Thanks @tyme,

I will try but it does get hard. I am nowhere where I need to be and I think maybe things aren’t meant to work out. Do you think I should just let it go now? It has been a long time. It makes me pretty sad then I feel a bit flat and do want to give up. 

[Rockdog]

Hi @tyme ,

you know when you said before thing were moving so quickly? I sort of felt like there was something working in the universe, and destiny was achievable. I think now maybe the magic has stopped. I’m thinking that she couldn’t care less. I guess I can move on for me but does it really matter? I felt like I was starting to improve.  but I a not really sure. Should I just let it go? 

[tyme]

@Rockdog , if it is for you, it will happen. But don't stop living waiting for it. Things will happen in it's time. 

You gotta love yourself first. Be ready for whatever comes your way. Give yourself the permission to live.

[Rockdog]

Hey @tyme ,

Thank you, just feeling a bit down.  Things just aren’t working out at the moment. So you think just trust things will work out? 

[rav3n]

hey @Rockdog sorry to hear you're feeling a bit down today, is there anything you'd like to talk about?

i don't know about you but i do believe things will work out eventually. it might take time, it might be painful or hard, but at the end - it'll be worth it and the 'bigger picture' will become clear. there this quote, "The darkest hour has only sixty minutes" - kinda shows that those dark times are always temporary, and the good times will come eventually.

[Rockdog]

Hi @rav3n ,

 Thank you for your reply. That is a good quote.  Yeah can talk about it, I started a part time job and was just absolutely run into the ground  today. You know when everything just builds up. I was driving from one job to the next and just thinking about her and feeling sad and thinking  like in the video clip of ‘ keep on loving you’ by Reo Speedwagon. ‘ picturing her with the other guys and never with me. I guess I was just feeling like I’m not really getting anywhere. How are you going with your stuff? I will keep on believing in destiny because there have been signs, it is just a struggle when you get worn down and life is kicking your ass. 

[tyme]

Yo! Part time work sounds interesting @Rockdog . Hope it's not toooo taxing.. but I guess with starting any work, it's always harder when you are trying to get the hang of things.

Just keep going! I encourage you to hold your head high and just be the YOU you want to be. 

[Rockdog]

Hey @tyme,

hope you are well. Like you say the work is tough because I don't  know what I am doing and have no support. I’m really not  too worried about it because my volunteer legal aid day is going well. A few mistakes and yesterday was quiet but I feel I can see where my future might be heading and that is keeping me  going, and keeping me calm at the moment. I am thinking that life sends you signs sometimes. I do have to quickly say that walking in front of her car wasn’t just coincidence was it? I am feeling really calm about things today, and hopefully can keep that, at least for a little while. 😊