My special place

[Snowie]

So much in my head @tyme yet still won't come out.

Even writing isn't helping. Maybe I'm scared of what will happen. Loss of control.

[Jynx]

@Snowie aww hun, it's so hard when we have stuff that needs to come out, but something is blocking us hey. 

For me, if I got big feels that wanna come out.... they find a way to do so eventually, and uhh... not always in the most fun way. I can understand the fear of 'not being able to stop' but.... like no matter what, it always stops eventually. Human bodies do tend towards balance after all. 

But of course, safety be of utmost priority!! You concerned about hospital or SH or anything tonight hun? Happy to help you in safety planning/next steps, whatever you need darlin 💜

[Shaz51]

Sitting with you my friend 🧡 @Snowie xx

[Snowie]

It just scares me @Jynx I scare me. Last time I ended up being admitted

Pdoc is away too.

Worried if I reach out what would happen

Just baby steps

SP in place

[tyme]

Were you able to safety plan before your pdoc went away @Snowie 

Can you think of something we can do on the forums to support you at this time? Distraction? Chat? Company? Light chat?

[Jynx]

@Snowie aye baby steps indeed hun, and you're doing one already, you are reaching out - to us! We gotchu 💜

[Snowie]

I have a SP in place @tyme 

Struggled to speak to someone but managed to keep them afar

Not sure what anyone can do

Withdrawing from others, too many feels, just fading away

Thanks anyway

@Jynx 💗

[tyme]

Awww @Snowie ,

We missed Snowie. I'm sorry MH is consuming you. I wish I could take the hurt away so you can live life the way you want.

[Jynx]

@Snowie Oh hun, we care about you sooooo much. I know it's all A LOT, and I wish I could come scoop you up and tell you how it will all be ok!! 

Hugs 🫂🫂🫂

[Snowie]

Thanks for the kind words @Jynx @tyme 

Thanks for it all