My Mosaic

[Bow]

@Jynx  Don’t wanna burden ya but ya around? If your busy it’s ok

[tyme]

Hey @Bow ,

I'm around. We have the webinar soon, so you are welcome to hop on and listen if you'd like.

[Bow]

Not in the headspace for that @tyme 

nevermind 

[Jynx]

Alas I am busy @Bow I'm about to skip off to webinar!! But that doesn't mean you're burdening me!! I just won't be able to sit with you proper. In fact maybe it's me who is burdening you by being busy and not being able to make space for you! 

And yes, that sounds kinda ridiculous doesn't it? Well when you say you feel you're burdening me by reaching out, it lands just about the same way/sounds just as ridiculous to my brain! Just sayin 😋 Please never feel like my busy-ness is a reason for you to refrain from tagging me!! 

Sending much love!! Chat tomorrow if you're about 💜

[tyme]

I'm here if you need anything @Bow 

[Bow]

There’s always consequences to actions even when them actions were not mine.  I didn’t ask for it. Didn’t want it. Those actions were done to me. The consequences happened to me. They were mine to deal with @tyme 

[tyme]

Hearing you @Bow . And it sounds like these actions continue to impact you to this day. It holds you, keeps you in an unpleasant place and continues to have power over you. I hear how terribly hard this is.

What does the ideal like look like for you, moving forward?

[Bow]

That’s not something I can think about @tyme  not something that I can connect with right now

Just trying to breath at the moment 

it’s hard 

[tyme]

That's okay. @Bow  No pressure at all. Thank you for being open and honest that you don't feel you are able to do it at the moment - and that's totally okay. 

Good on you for engaging in the power of the breath. Take your time.

[Bow]

Wasn’t ready for this @tyme  not yet

not straight away

needed time to pick up the pieces first

put myself back together somewhat

it hurts

i hurt

Content/trigger warning

want to hurt