Morning has broken

[Eve7]

Thanks @Snowie I’m trying not to come on the forums too often with my negativity so I don’t affect others.

Love you 🩵🩵

[Snowie]

Oh dear @Eve7 this is the place that you can say what you need. To get it out of your head.

No one would ever think that. You are not affecting others at all and never would.

I would much rather you share on here what is really happening for you. Thats what these forums are for. To say what you need to say. T get some support. To just have people listen.

Here with you hon 💗💗

[Eve7]

I just can’t believe this is happening 😢 I may as well be gone.

[Snowie]

here with you @Eve7 

do you want to talk about it? or something else?

[Eve7]

I’ve had prn but how will that help @Snowie ? I’ve let everyone down, reven my mother. I can’t believe I’m in hospital and that I’m going further down the gurgllar. I just want to leave this life.

[Snowie]

I can understand that it is hard @Eve7 I have no doubt that you are going through such a difficult time. 

You have not let anyone down hon. You are putting your needs first. Your putting your mental health first. I know it sucks being in there, but what is the other option? Not being here at all, leaving this life.

If you are going further downward then it's probably the best place for you. 

I get wanting to leave this life. Just giving up and making all this misery go away.

Just know that you are worth it hon, you are worth fighting for. 

[BlueBay]

Sending you big warm hugs @Eve7 

xxxx

[rav3n]

hey @Eve7 sending you some love and hugs 💜

i know this isn't where you wanted to be right now. things don't always turn out the way we expect, but it doesn't mean we're not worthy. you haven't let anyone down by reaching out and getting support. we're sitting with you.

[Eve7]

Thanks @rav3n I am trying to tell myself I’ve done the right thing but it’s just so hard and so lonely.

How are you?

[rav3n]

it's hard to be kind to ourselves sometimes @Eve7 but we're here to remind you that you do deserve that kindness. 

i'm alright, got some cleaning to do that i've put off. might watch some movies to pass time. how are you holding up tonight?