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[tyme]

Hugs @avant-garde ,

Things sound hard for you at the moment. 

Are you safe?

[avant-garde]

@tyme 

Yes safe, can't guarantee I won't have a seizure when I get home but for the moment I'm safe

She was there this afternoon...

[tyme]

How old are you kids @romanempress ? School age?

[tyme]

Take a breath @avant-garde ,

Yes, she was there. I hear she still has a strong hold on you. 

What got you through today at church? What causes you to keep going back?

TW: Bible Verse

Content/trigger warning

Reminds me, "Your joy, no man [woman] taketh from you" John 16:22 - And ye now therefore have sorrow: but I will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice, and your joy no man taketh from you.” KJV

Hope this will keep you going. Keeping you in prayer.

[avant-garde]

@tyme 

I love my church, I love them so so so much and abuse has taken everything that mattered to me away, multiple churches, my family, so many different rooms I've lived in because I've been found countless times and my own anxiety keeps me moving.

There's a fire in me that says "I won't let her take this place that I love from me"

To not go means she's still controlling me

To not go means she wins

To not go means losing another thing that I love

And that's worse

I have a survival kit, it has

• A hankerchief
• A prayer coin
• A few motivational quote cards
• A smelly roll thing
• A metal brain teaser puzzle

It was a reading sermon so following along helps

[tyme]

Hugs to you @avant-garde 

I'm thinking about you. Let peace rule and reign in your heart.