Support for Flowerlove22

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 yes they add up very fast, makes one mumble quite a few choice words 😂.

Haha oh don't get me started on google maps 😂. 

[Sunnyside226]

All the colourful words come out 😂

Ohhh Google maps drives me insane 

Never ever make friends with Google maps @Dreamy       it will end up taking you out somewhere LoL  

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 bahaha that google maps comment is the best 😂. 

Sorry I didn't respond last night, I ended up falling asleep. 

What have you got planned for the day? 

[Sunnyside226]

Hi 

Yeh Google maps isn't a  friendly thing  

Today  I had planned to walk around the river later on in the evening. 

My sis wants me to drop her off to do lady things.  I'll be dropping her off after I've had a shower 

I wanna build something   I mostly likely  will just look at st it for hours not even start it LoL  

What about you? @Dreamy    anything nice today 

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 a walk around the river in the evening sounds great. 

Wanting to build something but just sitting for hours staring at it without starting, that sounds like me right now. Sitting in front of my puzzle just staring at it 😂.

And that's my plans for the day, doing my puzzle and maybe watching a movie later but at the moment I've got music playing ☺️

[Sunnyside226]

@Dreamy    

I got everything together I just looking at it now I'm questioning myself right now... 

I played the song that don't impress me much to my sis     yeh she's not a happy camper now 😂  

What song you listening to?  

Im staying away from magpies and any other birds  I don't want to be swoop 😂 

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 what you thinking of building? 

Haha I guess you could say that your sister is not impressed 😂.

Last song that play was Pink-funhouse ☺️.

That's fair staying away from birds, don't know why they feel the need to swoop, like I ain't interested in trying to get to your nest 😂

[Sunnyside226]

I wanna build a table    I thought about building a pool table     picturing in my head was easier then actually doing it 😂  

She's not   impressed   LoL.   

Pink has good songs  

Yeh birds when nesting are scary.  Never know what way to run  thats when you start running for ya life. LoL 😂  

@Dreamy   have you ever built anything? Done any Dyi? 

[AuntGlow]

Yes, I get this feeling, 100%! Do you think you're giving a lot to others right now and therefore not able to give back to yourself? @Sunnyside226 

Who was in your old family? This sounds really tough, I am so sorry to hear you're feeling disconnected. I would be hurting as well. 

haha I haven't hidden mine yet! They aren't toooo bad...

Maybe you can set a loving boundary with her, so she knows you care, but that you also need some time to yourself to be able to show up for her? 💛

[Sunnyside226]

I do yes  I try to give everyone everything.  There's times  where I don't care about myself.   

To be honest with you @AuntGlow  the only reason  I give everyone everything now  is because one day I won't be around forever won't be alive  so now I'm trying to give it all to everyone..

In my old family was mum and dad before they died  I just find out I have other family members I didn't know about im not taking it so well 

Haha I'm sure now you're said that your going to get lots of grey hairs hehe 😉 

I've set a  boundary with her we give each other space if we ask for it  I've also set a boundary you ask for a hug you just don't put your arms around me it's early days she's still learning ( I'm not a touchy touchy person).    

@AuntGlow  do you ever write your "bad thoughts" down in a journal/book