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[The-red-centaur]

Why....

[The-red-centaur]

Does it really matter. 

[The-red-centaur]

Idk idc

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[The-red-centaur]

Im tired. 

I got through christmas. I got through a lot this year. 

For what tho. Why. 

Im so tired of trying and masking and trying to fix everying. 

Life sucks. Life is broken. I dont understand. No matter what goes on. Things don't work out. They never do. 

Perspective and insight helps. I can look at things differently. It won't change the shit though. Why bother trying. 

[Shaz51]

Are you OK my @The-red-centaur 

Sitting here with you 💕 

[The-red-centaur]

@Shaz51 no i am not. 

[Shaz51]

Anything you want to take about @The-red-centaur 

I am here for you xx

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[The-red-centaur]

Hey @Shaz51 thank you for replying. 

Im sore. I'm tired. I'm overwhelmed. I'm stuck. 

Too much has been going on. I can't sleep. I can't move. 

I called a helpline. But in the end they just frustrated me. They weren't listening. 

Im seriously over trying. Why should I. Like really. Why keep trying. Life just isn't meant for me 

[Shaz51]

So sorry to hear you are having such a hard time at the moment @The-red-centaur 

A good Sleep makes all the difference,  I agree

Hope you can sleep a bit today 

My hearing aid is playing up big time and can't see anyone until next week so have to be deaf for a while 

Looks like a nothing day here as well as my husband has not slept well for 3 nights 

[The-red-centaur]

@Shaz51 i hope the hearing aid problem is resolved soon, sorry you have to wait. 

And I hope you husband also gets some rest. 

I havent been able to rest. I spoke to my support worker a bit and I managed to go out and get some groceries as I didnt really have much food. 

The rest of the day feels like a chore, I don't know the best way through it rn.