Fragile

[Appleblossom]

Thank you for your support @Emelia8 

was watching a YouTube about shame 

maybe this is my soul journey 

find meaning in the tragedy 

I used to walk my head hanging, my hair over my face… unsure of what to say 

somehow I do have more confidence now 

[Abner]

That's fair enough @Appleblossom , you've earnt a rest.

[Emelia8]

@Appleblossom 💞

[Appleblossom]

 My mother liked Pell, and her friends adored him. I was doing silent protests and spoke to Julia G for the Royal Commission into Institutional 

[avant-garde]

@Appleblossom 

I'm not there yet, still trying to accept it and have had no one really help me with this.

[Appleblossom]

Just offering a hand out @avant-garde 

your journey is yours…

mine story is different but some similar themes 

[Appleblossom]

@tyme @rav3n 

It is really shocking what over privileged people and women can get away with.

RESPECT phone line is only one sided. Manipulative behaviour can go both ways regarding the battle of the sexes. Women can do coercive control. 

I may withdraw from the forum as my circumstances are so unjust, I might post too much and it may have legal ramifications.

I have really understated the horror of my existence. I did not know what was normal. It is really not normal to be functional at all given my experiences, as a child, a young mother and a grandmother. 

[tyme]

Awww my dear @Appleblossom . I'm so sorry to hear this. We want to be here for you, but we also respect if you feel it is safer to step away for a bit.

It seems that just as soon as you start posting more on the forums, and connect with more people, then life through this curveball at you.

We are here for you.

Hugs.

[rav3n]

sorry to hear about your son and grandson, that's a difficult position to be in @Appleblossom totally understand wanting to take a step back from forums to look after yourself and your family.

i hope things get better soon, your son and grandson deserve to be treated with respect. 💙

[Appleblossom]

@Glisten i am not doing well 

been deleting lots of posts

Like taken kicks to m gut

if only it were just physical 

very triggered by too much cutesy stuff on the forum

i should never have survived 

aswell as grandson and sons situation