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[rav3n]

@Snowie yep i think that's why i like sitcom type of shows - i think you mentioned friends & big bang theory earlier as well - those ones are fun for a quick watch too!

had a busy last few days so don't have anything planned for tomorrow, hopefully just some rest and maybe go for a walk. hope tomorrow's drive to the psych isn't too bad! living in a rural place sounds peaceful, my mum tries to book airbnb/holiday houses in rural areas just for the quiet.

@Sunnyside226 Riverdale was a rollercoaster! I stopped watching after the Jingle Jangle plot... I got so confused 😆 did the ending of the show make sense to you?

[Sunnyside226]

@rav3n  may I ask why you tagged me? Or even talking to me? 

I've already had my head bitten off for talking to peer workers. That's why I'm not replying to them   

This isn't to upset anyone or you  

And no it didn't make sense I think I just sat there going along with it  😂 I lost it after he was hearing voices the other Jung come  1,2,3 were good. But I got so lost after 4  I didn't pay attention after 4 

[rav3n]

ohh i think there might've been a lil confusion about the mod replying part - you are more than welcome to tag us mods and talk to us @Sunnyside226 the only thing is sometimes the mods get busy and we can't reply fast - which is why we encourage you to reach out to other members to keep you company in case we're busy. but if we aren't busy, we're happy to chat!! does that make sense? 

if it doesn't make sense or you feel that you're being treated unfairly, please feel free to email us team@saneforums.org and we can talk more about this.

hahah i'm glad i'm not the only one who didn't understand Riverdale 😆 i gotta head off now but i'll be on tomorrow if you wanna chat more! if not, that's all good too. good night!!

[Sunnyside226]

@rav3n  I know your off now   as you said.  This thing doesn't make sense 

1,  I don't always tagged a peer worker 

I talk more to the members then I do to a peer worker   there are weeks I don't talk to peer workers     much  yes sometimes I will tagged you or whoever is on and say hey how are you or whatever that's not illegal    I'm being friendly by including the peer workers  

Not once did I say they had to reply straight away   

as I was explaining to Jynx  last week when they said to keep tagging away to the peer workers I had said I wasn't going to I also said I was upset because that week when I had to hey to 3 peer workers it was the end of their shift which I didn't know  

Why am I the only one that gets picked on.   It's not fair and if that worker hates me so much they don't have to talk to me I don't care but bitting my head for something I didn't do isn't okay   

That message was like I wasn't allowed to tagged the peers workers  so I won't I won't talk to the peer workers then  

I get in trouble for everything. I'm sick of it.  If sane doesn't want me that's fine I'll delete my account.  You guys have to be friendly as well.  

Wouldn't even matter anymore 

This isn't me be mean this is me being friendly.  Bye take care 

[rav3n]

@Sunnyside226 i'm so sorry you feel this way - just to be clear, when i was explaining it, we weren't saying you were in trouble!! you didn't do anything wrong and you are not in trouble at all. and i can assure you that none of the mods hate you. when we explain things, we mean it in a friendly way - we're not trying to upset you and we're not picking on you.

usually we send this sort of explanation through email to other members but we sent it to you on the forums since you prefer forums over email. so just know that other members do get sent emails about this sort of stuff too but you just can't see it. 

you can tag whoever you feel comfy tagging. and if you'd like a break that's okay too. we're here to chat whenever you're ready. 

[Sunnyside226]

Thinking about being with my parents forever

Thinking about leaving sane,    

Thinking the sane and the world are better if I wasn't here  I seem to upset people   sane has really hurt me  I don't think anything gets done  no point in doing anything,    you don't need to be my "friend" on here   

Take care bye 

[Ru-bee]

Hi @Sunnyside226 I'm really sorry to hear that you've been so hurt and you're feeling like nothing gets done. If you can, could you let us know what you mean by that, and what hasn't gotten done that should have been?

And can you please confirm what you mean by thinking about being with your parents forever? Are you currently safe?

I know that's a lot of questions, I want you to know that no one is upset with you here, but your post does make me worry which is why I'm asking these questions

[ArraDreaming]

Cause they haven’t done anything to hurt you that’s why nothing gets done

[Sunnyside226]

@Ru-bee 

Means I wish I wasn't alive  right now 

Because of everything that's going on with sane   yes I don't want to be here anymore ok. It seems everyone and everything I do I get my head bitten off  I try to do everything you guys tell me to do in emails.      I don't think my life matters right now      I don't think anyone sees how badly  I feel  

I want to talk in emails about what happened but I can't because nobody will understand 

I don't see why you care about me   

yes I'm feeling suicidal     I want to be with them. No I don't need a helpline  

Yeh safe if it helps      

[Ru-bee]

Thank you for letting us know that you're safe right now, despite having these thoughts of suicide @Sunnyside226 

If you want to send us and email of course you can, do you think it might be easier to talk about this over email? We always care about you here and I'm really sorry to hear that things are feeling so bad for you at the moment.