Lived Experience Forum

[BlueBay]

Hugs to you lovely @Snowie 

I’m having a hard day today 

but wanted to send you a big big hug xxxooo

[Shaz51]

I can't drive and never have 

Mum soo  seems sooo far away in hospital 

Mum is having a MRI today sometime 

Mr shaz is in bed , a massive headache and wanting to be sick 

[Snowie]

I can't do this. I've tried but failed myself and my family, especially my daughter. I try to sleep but the dreaded thoughts fill my mind. What if something happens and I am not there. I feel guilty for leaving. I cannot do it.

Every fibre tells me to quit.

[RedHorse]

I'm worried that I won't make it to see my daughter and that if I do she's going to be disappointed in and embarrassed by her mother.

[Captain24]

I can’t keep doing this. I just want to give in. 

[Basil]

Hey @Captain24 

I'm sorry today feels so hard. I'm concerned about you so will send you an email to check in. 

Sitting with you 🌻

[Snowie]

Just about to go to sleep and my mind start yelling at me. Don't want to wake up tomorrow. Have had enough.

[outlander]

why is it such a hard choice to decide to stay in my current work or move elsewhere or even drop down a level in my role.

[Sophia1]

I have withdrawn into my childhood safe place away from a world of too much judgement.

I am not in a good place at the moment

I am unable to write to anyone as I would normally want to

This is not about anyone on here

This is purely about me

I am lost

Sophia

[Canima]

Life will more than likely keep being sh!tty, but I'm also the only one who can fix things just enough so that the suffering is justified. Not fun, but what other choice do I have. And maybe it'll eventually be better. Ha! That's a joke of an idea right now.